Another Breakdown
The T is missing from the front sign of the shop across the street from my flat. The asymmetry is a killer and it’s breaking my heart. I talk to the owner but he just devours a peach, juggles some change, and ignores me. He’s always been hostile and I wonder if he removed the letter just to make me suffer. One time I heard him whisper about me on his hands-free. “The freak is here again,” he said, “getting some more cheese puffs for his dead mother, no doubt.”
Anyway, I sit in my flat and think about the missing letter, while watching YouTube reels about serial killers. Sometimes I think my dad could be the Zodiac killer. But I doubt it. Maybe he just likes to polish his knives and play the daily jumble. It would be nice to believe he achieved something in his life. It goes on like this for days. I can’t sleep. I begin to notice strange arrangements of letters everywhere. The labels on my frozen package meals are missing some vowels. My threadbare T-shirts have faded capital letters. I feel distinctly unwell—my stomach is throbbing like a heart, my tinnitus is singing frail songs, and I think about checking myself into hospital. Instead, I paint a giant T upon my forehead and jump into my car. I sit for an hour and pump the theme music to 2001: A Space Odyssey. I throw my arms around like an orchestra conductor. All tearful and snotty, I drive into the front window of the shop with the missing letter, taking out the fruit stand. I call out, “I’ll take those fucking cheese puffs now!” then walk the short journey home, bleeding from my knees. I look forward to cooking a ready meal three years out of date, and then I’ll call my daughter to discuss her warlike demeanour. She claims I’m trying to freeze all her assets. She’s nine.
The Healer, the Guru, and the Patient
“He’s with us now — in this room,” says the healer, with a subtle smile, “of course, only I can see him.”
The patient, perched upon a stool, looks around the kitchen. All she sees are shadows.
“He’s lurking by the window,” says the healer, “ranting at the sink. That’s just the way he is, the afterlife is tough. He says, yes, you’re dying, so join him, and smash your lucid prison.”
“I knew it,” said the patient, falling into tears. She grabs a metal toaster and hurls it at the guru, as he emerges from the gloom.
Beyond
The land Beyond is a thing of abstract beauty. There’s cracked LED lightbulbs, glowing like distant suns. There’s a blushing coral ocean, healing septic sores. Flowers flourish in gentle winds, humming Spanish jazz, stirring swollen soil. Yet the land Beyond is helpless — it’s haunted by the dead, those fiends in haute couture, drooling and refined. They climb the padded walls, and laugh with schizoid thunder.
Kaleidoscope
The newspaper’s a kaleidoscopic whirlpool, a new world on every page. Combat drones, the ozone layer, and trashy network films. But you just read to sleepwalk through the day, and mask your stillborn moods. As your kids dance through the fire, chewing white-hot coals, madness clogs their veins.
Tim Frank’s work has been published in Bending Genres, X-R-A-Y Literary Magazine, Maudlin House, Hobart, The Forge Literary Magazine, New World Writing and elsewhere. He has been nominated for Best Small Fictions and 3x Best of the Net. His debut chapbook is, An Advert Can Be Beautiful in the Right Shade of Death (C22 Press ’24) His sophomore effort is, Delusions to Live By (Alien Buddha Press ’25)










